"I have no personality, I am a cocktail, a conglomerate
, a manifestation of personalities." Le
commented to Claudia, my psychologist, from the couch while
thought how good it is. Short skirt, legs crossed
, insinuating, the gold anklet, the long neck,
his curly blonde hair, and eyes - eyes! -
green, expressive, unconsciously provocative.
This is what I would see through the mirror of my imagination as Claudia is sitting in a chair behind me making comments like, aha! And why do you associate with this situation what you remember,
mmmju, and so on.
I'm there at the couch because obviously I have
problems. At this point in my life, after nearly twenty years of marriage
not know who I am, what I want. The relationship with my partner
not going through its best.
in the office every day live with the automation that
only leads to increase my discomfort, my discoformismo, my unfocused life.
frustration could set my emotions because I fail to understand
my two teenage daughters.
frustration because I am a person for my partner who, despite years of living
not yet know me.
frustration because I am a person to my bosses and a different one for my
subordinates. Frustration that I do not know how I
this stage trying to give people what people expected of me
.
And now I feel tired a cocktail of personalities, not knowing which of all is the authentic, if any, or if the result would be a new, unlike any other.
, a manifestation of personalities." Le
commented to Claudia, my psychologist, from the couch while
thought how good it is. Short skirt, legs crossed
, insinuating, the gold anklet, the long neck,
his curly blonde hair, and eyes - eyes! -
green, expressive, unconsciously provocative.
This is what I would see through the mirror of my imagination as Claudia is sitting in a chair behind me making comments like, aha! And why do you associate with this situation what you remember,
mmmju, and so on.
I'm there at the couch because obviously I have
problems. At this point in my life, after nearly twenty years of marriage
not know who I am, what I want. The relationship with my partner
not going through its best.
in the office every day live with the automation that
only leads to increase my discomfort, my discoformismo, my unfocused life.
frustration could set my emotions because I fail to understand
my two teenage daughters.
frustration because I am a person for my partner who, despite years of living
not yet know me.
frustration because I am a person to my bosses and a different one for my
subordinates. Frustration that I do not know how I
this stage trying to give people what people expected of me
.
And now I feel tired a cocktail of personalities, not knowing which of all is the authentic, if any, or if the result would be a new, unlike any other.
Right now I'm here falling for my
psychologist as we predicted
my work mates. It is a book told me, and perhaps so. But at least Claudia
hear me for fifty minutes three times a week
, I think I understand.
I like and is a breath of fresh air in my life.
psychologist as we predicted
my work mates. It is a book told me, and perhaps so. But at least Claudia
hear me for fifty minutes three times a week
, I think I understand.
I like and is a breath of fresh air in my life.
beep sounds weak, I know what
also means I can not resist.
I sit on the couch, I turn to the exit door, I find that
while I say
-As of Friday, Claudia
-As of Friday, Carmen.
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