Friday, August 21, 2009

Mark On Forehead Headache

really better off alone?

Sola, just as he says the famous song "alone with my loneliness," this is how I realize I am when derrepente turn and no one else in the house I ... nobody calls me, anyone who remembers me ... and I do not really mean my family, if not a couple, a person who calls you at night that you called too late and with whom you spend hours and hours on the phone with so many things that ultimately are only " nonsense ", nothing concrete, nothing but sweet phrases that repeat and repeat things despite having seen it a few hours or even minutes, but let you sleep in a manner so calm, so happy, so happy ...

I miss those calls ... is that over time everything has become so ... everyday, so ... stressful, so ... routine and boring. There are no calls, I've become a cold woman, focused on the job, in my profession that is almost the only thing I enjoy ... yes, if I enjoy it and I love what I do just that would be much more fun, more enjoyable if you had someone by my side. Someone who support me, someone to guide me, fill me new ideas, let me see things I had not seen or even not even have occurred to me despite having them in front of me.
A man who makes me feel I really am beyond the successful professional, the entrepreneur responsible ... a man who makes me feel again here, in here is a woman full of things to show, by taking, for download, to make me tremble when you approach, let me once again regain the sensitivity that I have lost over these years that I have kept only resentment, pain and frustration to myself and my warmth to decide and give direction to my personal life. A man who takes the reins and subjected me to fulfill my dreams, a man who was boarding with me no matter what you take me by the hand and show me and I can actually trust again, as I can give myself without my brain take control over me and you can relax to feel, to enjoy, to ... love.

just do not want to be alone even though it may seem so, please come, touch my door, hold me tight, kiss me, quiƩbrame as you know it, dare to take that step I'm waiting for all this des stay as to date has been set me free, set me free, I need you now more than ever ... I hope ...




Saturday, August 15, 2009

How Much Is It For A Ticket At The X Games

no longer seems to me ... I do not use ...

No, not even I please speak to me in my ear, I have rejected so many times that I could not bear one more ... I do not want to risk with the desire to stay to have you back with me, not anymore ...
I do not want to stay warm in bed, humiliated,

This relationship is poised to fail ... yes, although many times we enjoy our company and swear that love endures, there are times when I would not want were by my side, where you'd like be alone without you and without anyone.
There are also times that I'd rather be someone else that I was full of love I feel I need, I agree with my game, my follies, my passions, my love ...

And is that because you may now unconditionally by my side and am not even want me? how you can change so suddenly? how ever you put on your part to fix what is messed up?, how come you is so easy to wake up and the next day with all lightness erase what happened yesterday?

And I love you so much but no longer seems to me, no longer seems to me that I use when I pleased, no longer seems to me you love me when you want, no longer seems to me to fly to the sky and falling 2 seconds without even a parachute to cushion the fall, no longer seems to me to be more your wife in this way.

quit, give up this life full of ups and downs, today I come to tell you face no longer tolerate your apology, which I can not stand your indifference to my pain, I'm not willing to hurt me again, that I do not see you because I can not trust you. Today

resigned to be your wife, your lover, your friend ... now I do not sleep in your bed or in your arms ... ---


Y. .. Do you find it familiar?, I hope not ... that is only a figment of my imagination and many other things in my head armed with several experiences ...
Sometimes we believe that there is abuse, much less think of our own family, no matter if your boyfriend or your husband could get to use us in some way ... going on, much more often than we think and do not realize or do not want to think so ... we endure this kind of humiliation again and again and the next day we thought everything was just the sensitivity that we had at that time, which is not something to take negative actions or as sharp and thus allow that to happen again and ended up in a cycle where every day we are giving and if we stop we lose control and touch bottom. And it's not bad that he does not want and you yes, but there are ways to learn to wear it without it affecting you emotionally and that is the work of your partner if you do not, I doubt the truth worth to be parked with someone who does not realize how bad you does your attitude, just ... do not care ...

thinks, feels and acts ... before it is too late ...



Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Comments About Dalfour

Like ... but is younger than me

Temptations of life ... but why could call attention to a man younger than us? perhaps the issue is sexual? or is it part of understanding?, what conversation?, how fun?, how we inject batteries? of ... we feel younger or who want to feel again as in recent years, with those traveling tickle the body or the famous butterflies in the stomach and, well, seeing the physical that this guy in all this "tender little ones" which baby corn ja and everything perfectly in place, strong, etc, can be quite tempting enough to turn and see him leave us wanting to remember those days but now in very different conditions.

The living example of this is none other than Mrs Kutcher (Demi Moore) who is now married up with Ashton Kutcher bonbon is no more and no less than 15 years younger than her and to this day maintain a relationship "Normal" outside scandals or anything like that. Is that really you can have a relationship " effective" with someone much smaller than one?, What is it that women mature faster than men?, Taking into account this point would not make sense to have a relationship with anyone under especially because it's "changing" does not sound so nice does not it?. Although ... maybe an adventure if it would be nice ... and ready to meet this concern, but parking spot there ... mmm do not know why I'm not convinced.

However, many men always dream of love in a woman, many have not been in love her teacher in kindergarten, primary, secondary and one in another in high school or college ... but mostly in high school or college and some, not only turned over to see the teacher if the mother's friend ! ... taking this into account and will be appealing to us that a "child" see us differently to how we see the men of our age now ... if it is motivational, encouraging and good spirits considering in which we are probably a compliment at the right time can trigger a series of things that afterwards we can not stop in time and see us involved in a happy relationship (talking about emotional, sexual) but also uncomfortable for factors around, that regardless of which can be an open relationship where everyone learns and perhaps we have nothing to hide. By this I mean that we are single or divorced, but no obligation to go. But if it is a hidden relationship, "hidden", there if it is doubly stressful, among which the "child" could be a friend of a child or child of a (a) friend (s) or close acquaintance, could lead to an outcome and not just soap opera with a happy ending. In these cases it is important to analyze the risks of this and not get carried away by emotion when we feel to see or know you still "on" or both tender and thought provoking "dirty" a "teen" .
Also, do not just need to get "far away" in order to achieve high self-esteem, just play a little causing the looks or some attention to that without remorse and without discomfort quietly and get what we do when we failure without getting into more trouble not you think?

you think? have you ever had a "affair" with a "child" ?, you're in a situation like this?